Fruit & Flower

tracks : Proper Fears

Author
Eva

What to confess more than the song confesses itself. A somehow tacky ballad, but still somehow beautiful. Oh bloody hell, I would love to write some politically significant song, but no, I am the fucking psycho in this band.

The recording was taken by Bernhard Weiß.

Lyrics

I shouldn’t be hurt It wasn’t meant like this Just a harmless flirt Not even a kiss So I shouldn’t be hurt And not feeling low Coz you’re so honest to me In weal and in woe But even when I want to see The situation differently I touch a threshold That makes me shrink It comes from deeper than you think I know it’s not your story It’s my proper fears My evil fantasy That suddenly appears It’s a matter of trust And a feeling of lack It’s the killer in me On his evil self-attack It’s so malign That I can’t bear it But still it’s mine So I will share it With you Because it’s part of me I mightn’t like it But it’s true You shouldn’t be hurt It wasn’t meant like this Just a small alert Of my inner abyss So you shouldn’t be hurt And not feeling low Coz I’m so honest to thee In weal and in woe. But even when I want to see The situation differently I touch a threshold That makes me shrink It comes from deeper than you think I know it’s not your story It’s my proper fears My evil fantasy That suddenly appears It’s a matter of trust And a feeling of lack It’s the killer in me On his evil self-attack It’s so malign That I can’t bear it But still it’s mine So I will share it With you Because it’s part of us we mightn’t like it But it’s true